How literal is this question, ha ha!
Literally I am in my home office/gym/music studio at my vintage green leather-topped desk. Mentally I am feeling overwhelmed by life/work and trying to find focus.
Time. I am a single/divorced mom of 3 teenagers and a one-woman show as far as my business. No staff of any kind. Indeed, they are more self-sufficient than little kids but activities and meals and simply wanting to have meaningful time with them means my days are usually feeling like I’m burning the candle at both ends.
Trying to get into routines of earlier bedtime and earlier rise time so that I can read growth-related material and journal. Not something I’ve done a lot of in the past but a divorce, turning 50, and then the ending of a 7-year relationship forces one’s hand into self-examination and exploration. Exercise is also key. Very important to me.
When I allow myself to slow down and pause. A nice night with my kids. Being outside. Art books, music, time to close my eyes and think and imagine shapes, color palettes, ideas.
Grateful for heath of my 80-year old parents and children. Grateful, and perhaps my silver lining, is that since I am a solo artist/biz owner I can still work during the pandemic. I’m sure I’d go mad otherwise, not just because of the obvious financial hardships but the depression that hovers with not just the pandemic but the state of the country right now.